Tuesday, 1 July 2025

Back to Driving

Today I have started my refresher driving lessons. I haven't driven since the day of my driving test back in March 2017 in Birmingham. I passed the first time! As someone who grew up with a family of non-drivers, this is a massive achievement as I literally started from zero experience with cars.



Throughout the years I have moved jobs, moved house, got married, and still no car 😂 It hasn't been a need as of late but I have realised that if I want to expand my horizon and remove my job prospect limitations, I need to be able to drive. Hence why I am doing my refresher lessons.

I miss Nina, my previous driving instructor. I was stressed the whole time I was doing my lessons in Birmingham and I feel I have also been slightly stressed today doing my refreshers with Chris. I need to brush up on my gear changes and foot work. I am grateful to God for putting these instructors in my life as I know they are here to teach me and to make sure that I (and others) will be safe on the roads.

My plans for the future will be to be confident driving on the roads (especially on the motorway!) and to buy a car. I hope that my husband will also start his driving lessons so we can both drive our car. I am scared, excited, happy and also nervous at the same time. I pray that God will always keep us safe on every journey.

I am scared but I need to be brave for me and my family. This is another level of adulting that I would like to unlock.

Thank you, Lord, for being with me always. I know I can do this. 

Love,

R

Tuesday, 24 June 2025

The Year that Was

 




Two job applications submitted exactly one year apart (bar one minute!)...

This entire year has pushed me to my limits, made me feel emotions that I didn't think I had in me and, most importantly, this is the year that I realised my worth and career potentials.

Thank You, Lord Jesus, for guiding me through all of it. When everything was beyond my control, You have always been my source of comfort in a year of no peace. I have applied for voluntary severance. I have sent out multiple job applications. I have no answers to what comes next. All these I offer up to You. I am not in control but You are. Please allow me to align my heart with Yours.

Love,

R

Tuesday, 4 March 2025

So I brought it up in a desperate prayer

 Lord, why are You keeping me here?